To see " Dayna for the Burrows Family" on Reece's Rainbow is incredible, wonderful , exciting, unbelievable, amazing, fabulous, and did I say wonderful?! I can't even put into words how it makes me feel. I do not consider myself an extremely emotional person. Yes I am compassionate and caring ...I just don't cry easily . When I clicked on the RR web sight this evening and she had been moved to new commitments I burst into tears! You see, I fell in love with Dayna months ago but really wrestled with God over this. Why would He choose me? Who am I to think I can do this? I hate paperwork and Lord have you seen how messy the house today? You want me to have a homestudy?? Really???
I absolutely LOVE being a mom and have always known I can love a child I didn't give birth to just the same...no doubt about it. But go half way around the world to do it?! I will admit I am afraid! Afraid of this homestudy and afraid of leaving the children I already have, but I am more afraid of not following the path that I believe God has put in front of me. Most of all, I am afraid of never holding Dayna and kissing that sweet face! I know so many things can happen between now and the time a judge says she is ours to keep. I just promising God that if he will let her be mine I will help her in every way that I possibly can to grow into the person He intends for her to be. Most of all I will love her forever! I know that no matter what happens His plan is perfect. I am so hoping right now that His plan and mine are one in the same and that this is Dayna's home!